Brek turns 5

And he wouldn't let anyone forget it that his birthday was coming. Every day he would ask how many more days til his birthday. It became quite annoying. I'm glad I'm not feeling like I did 5 years ago. I just wasn't a very good pregnant lady. His birth was by far the most traumatic of all my kids births. Can you believe it? I was so scared that I was going to have to a c section. I clearly wasn't thinking clearly. I should have considered the health of my baby over my one fears of being cut. Then he had a little scare in the night that made me fall apart all over again. The nurse thought he might have sleep apnea kinda serious for babies well serious for everyone. She got me all worked up. Eric kept it together and stayed up with Brek all night but I couldn't handle it and I went to sleep. I knew we were going to have bury another baby I'm such an optimist aren't I? But he had just a little to much fluid swallowed during birth that was it. Oh thank goodness. He has been a fun kid to end with. He will talk to any stranger about almost any subject. We love you Breky!!